At the end of the day, everything is perfect, and I know this. It's amazing how I get myself in brain scrambles so frequently. The rhythm of life is immediate. At the end of the day, I'm living in SF, and I have an art studio on Market st, and a computer where I can make music, design & video. What is there really to stress and stress and stress about? Better to just stay in the moment & make sure I actually really appreciate my situation, caz it can be ripped away any moment.
But what is bad, really, if my consciousness is good? I think that's the secret...I'm "me" anywhere I go, whatever I do. Insecurities aside, what ever I am about & whatever I radiate will shine no matter where I'm "working" or where I'm "living" etc etc etc. My essence is always there, and if I'm happy with the essence I'm projecting than I always win! Pretty nice, comforting.
For me, there are 3 mandatory practices to follow everyday for optimum satisfaction. The first is a schedule...a tightly outlined daily routine split into tasks, communications, and projects categories. I have a bigger calendar for year round events, and a smaller one I keep inside my back pocket at all times.
Second is my meditation practice. At least 2 focused hours everyday.
Third is the spiritual experience. Making sure all through the day I am actually EXPERIENCING the prescence and grace of God...and not totally living like a slave, listening to my mind and regretting what I don't have "now" and "need" in the future. Seasons change, it will always be ok.
feels so good to write...
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